The shots rang out from the soldier’s rifle, and the first bullet entered Rashid’s upper back. The second shot tore through his midsection. The bullets exited through the front of his body, indicating he’d been shot in the back.
RAMALLAH, West Bank – On May 13, 2021, Rashid Mohammad Rashid Abu Arra, a 16-year-old boy in Aqaba, West Bank, was shot to death by an Israeli soldier.
The shots rang out from the soldier’s rifle, and the first bullet entered Rashid’s upper back. The second shot tore through his midsection. The bullets exited through the front of his body, indicating he’d been shot in the back.
Bleeding from gunshot wounds, Rashid ran to his father’s vegetable shop and collapsed.
He was driven to Tubas hospital with his parents where doctors tried to resuscitate him for 20 minutes.
Rashid was pronounced dead at the hospital shortly after.
When a child dies in Palestine, it is my job to investigate what happened. The Defence for Children International field team brought me in, as eyewitness accounts contradicted each other.
The victim’s father said he was with his child unloading produce from their vegetable shop to sell in town when his son was killed.
Another eyewitness report from the boy’s friend indicated the two boys were throwing rocks at four Israeli military jeeps when a soldier in the vehicle fired at them, killing Rashid.
When we presented the information from the second report to the father, he told us he left Rashid outside the shop with his friend at the time of his boy’s death.
My investigation concluded that the story of the boys throwing stones was the most logical.
In the past, we would file complaints in an Israeli court when Palestinian children were killed by the police or by settlers. Those complaints too often fell on deaf ears.
Now, our documentation of child fatalities is only for public advocacy.
The maximum sentence for throwing rocks at soldiers is 20 years in the Israeli military judicial system.
However, in this case, Rashid got an immediate death penalty.
I have to ensure all the facts of child fatalities in Palestine are verified and scrutinized before publicly disclosing how many or in what way children are killed.
If we feel the eyewitness sources are overreacting or exaggerating, we mark the information as unreliable.
Objectivity is our capital, and we never sacrifice our credibility for information.
We compare our data with the Israeli humanitarian organization B’Tselem to see if there’s any disparity and why that might be.
This job takes an emotional toll on me.
It crushes my heart when I’m investigating the deaths of an entire family, discovering what they were doing in the moments before, during an Israeli military strike.
Eyewitness accounts reveal who these people were, what they liked, and how they lived their lives.
It’s like I knew them, but only after they died.
After processing the eyewitness accounts — the questionnaire and final report of a child being killed, attacked, or imprisoned — I erase all the details from my mind.
I couldn’t tell you what report I finished processing yesterday.
This selective memory technique is how I cope with my work.
It’s the only way I know how to keep working, counting the dead, without being severely affected.
This month alone, I processed reports on the deaths of 74 child fatalities.
Now that I’m the Accountability Program Director, I don’t do as much fieldwork as I used to.
On my most recent assignment, I met families of imprisoned children.
Defence for Children International represents kids in Israeli military court, and I communicate between the lawyer, the families, and the children.
Almost all the cases were for throwing stones, though a few included Molotov cocktails.
The families ask me how long a sentence their children will serve.
Most of the children get four to six months in jail for throwing stones.
When a Palestinian child gets arrested, their families get ahold of us to help defend them.
The lawyer and I inform the child of their rights and help coach them to not self-incriminate if they’re not guilty and not contradict evidence if they are guilty.
We tell the accused child that the Israeli interrogator will try to befriend them and say they will be released if they answer the interrogator’s line of questioning, which is always a false promise.
Our lawyers always ask to have the child released from prison during the court proceedings, but those requests are almost always denied.
Most people from outside of the West Bank could never imagine what daily life is like here.
If I told someone from the Netherlands that I live in Ramallah, just a few kilometers from Jerusalem, but I’m not allowed to visit Jerusalem, it would be beyond their understanding.
They can travel freely throughout all of Europe.
I want people worldwide to know Palestinians are discriminated against in the occupied territories, even when they’re Israeli citizens living in Israel.
I believe that the death and destruction we saw from May 10 to May 20, 2021 in Israel/Palestine is like chickens coming home to roost.