Acting transformed my life from the inside out. It helped me grow in unexpected ways and opened new paths for me to explore. Growing up, I often felt uncertain and lost. Today I remain confident in myself. I express myself openly through art. Every single project presents the opportunity to learn more about the world and myself. The characters I have played live inside me.
MEXICO CITY, Mexico — Before I turned to acting, my life looked completely different. In the fifth grade, at the age of 12, I dropped out of school. My family criticized my decision, and I grappled with doubt and fear. After working at construction sites and car washes, I landed a job as a welder. With more confidence in my choices, I slowly learned to embrace myself and overcome negative thinking.
I realized as long as I believe in myself, the rest falls into place through hard work. I joined a band on the side called Fuerza Cumbianbera and played the timbales at bars, events, and political rallies. It filled me with excitement.
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The best moment of my musical career happened when we opened for the international Mexican music legend Celso Piña and El Gran Silencio. The day of the concert, I felt so nervous I could barely stand. The heat of the day felt stifling as people crowded into the venue. Knowing I faced a major opportunity, I tried to calm myself down. This could launch our group forward and I felt like fate had something in store for me. I was right.
At the end of the concert, as I walked off stage, two people approached me. They served as scouts for the film I’m No Longer Here. After asking if I liked cumbia [traditional Colombian music using drums, flutes, maracas, and accordions], they interviewed me right then and there. The noise and chaos of the concert continued behind us.
The experience felt surreal. A month passed, and I nearly forgot about the encounter. Then, my mother received a call. They wanted to see me again.
I drove to Monterrey for the formal casting, feeling reluctant to miss work as a welder. When I arrived on set, they dressed me as a cholo [men in the Mexican subculture associated with street gangs]. I chewed gum and took on a that strong attitude you find in the neighborhoods. To my surprise, the casting had nothing to do with music or playing cumbia.
They asked me to imagine a scene where I had to communicate with someone who didn’t understand my language. I felt so nervous, I could barely remember what I said afterwards. During the second test, they asked me to dance. I had no experience, but they played a song I knew, so I tried my best. I felt extremely awkward and uncoordinated.
Despite my disappointment, the casting director, Bernardo Velazco, called me his favorite. Yet, he warned, I needed to learn to dance properly. He asked me to rehearse and send videos of my progress, which I did. With the help of a friend, I learned the steps and made it into the movie. I could not believe it. The experience opened a whole new world and showed me that with effort and determination, anything is possible.
Immediately, I fell in love with my character. I understood his journey. As time went on, I recieved more casting calls. Acting went beyond portraying a character. It became a way to express myself and connect with others. When I took on roles of raw human beings – predators with no heart – I began to understand the lifestyle in my neighborhood. I grew up familiar with drug trafficking and corrupt policing, but acting gave me a deeper perspective.
For a while after finishing the film I’m No Longer Here, I felt unsure about continuing in the industry. I encountered scenarios where people said I could not play certain characters. They limited me because I did not look like the character they envisioned or because I came from a different background. Growing up poor with minimal cultural exposure did not exclude me from understanding people’s experiences, I thought.
I approach acting differently, by finding ways to bring nuance and authenticity to the role. I do this by tapping into parts of myself that connect with their experiences. This brings real power to the character and that resonates on screen. While I may be young, I have lived a full life through all of careers and experiences. I still love welding, but in acting, I found my voice.
Acting transformed my life from the inside out. It helped me grow in unexpected ways and opened new paths for me to explore. Growing up, I often felt uncertain and lost. Today I remain confident in myself. I express myself openly through art. Every single project presents the opportunity to learn more about the world and myself. The characters I have played live inside me.