Memories of my beloved village occupy my mind daily. In my imagination, I see the fields where the sheep grazed, the water glimmering in the wells, and the abundant olive trees.
MUNEIZIL, West Bank — On October 20, 2023, Israeli settlers brutally attacked my village of Khirbet Al-Tawamin in the West Bank. On that terrible day, I watched as the settlers’ assaulted residents, slaughtered sheep, and callously set fire to our valuables, forcibly evicting families from their homes.
[According to multiple media sources including BBC, Vox, and Al Jazeera, since the October 7, 2023 Hamas attack on Israel, violence by radical settlers against Palestinians in the West Bank has skyrocketed. Links available in background section.]
My family and I fled our village south of Hebron Hill – the place I grew up, met my wife, and started my family; the place where I lost my eyesight as a child. Now my wife, children, and I live in a tent in Muneizil.
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After the October 7, 2023 attack by Hamas on Israel, many settlers in the West Bank wanted reprisal. As innocent civilians living far away from Gaza, we did nothing wrong, but the settlers chose to carry out their payback upon us.
I have known aggression from settlers all my life, but the distressing escalation of violence in the West Bank following October 7 magnified that aggression. When they attacked my village, it felt like a relentless war machine that recognized no boundaries and showed no mercy.
Fleeing violence remains difficult for anyone, but as a visually impaired person with a disability, it becomes impossible to do so without help. The idea of protecting my children and navigating unfamiliar routes haunted my mind. I relied on family and friends just to make it to the neighboring village of Muneizil. [Note: Google maps does not officially recognize many Palestinian villages in the West Bank including Khirbet Al-Tawamin and Muneizil.]
The residents in Muneizil received my family and I warmly, generously providing us with a tent to protect us from the elements. This displacement, though, shattered my dreams. I imagined living in Khirbet Al-Tawamin all my life. It wasn’t easy there, but we had a roof over our heads.
There in the place I grew up, my heart and soul found rhythm in the darkness of the world. I knew every corner of my village by heart; it was integral to my existence. I found contentment inside the walls of our small house with my wife and kids and our three sheep. When the temperatures dropped in winter, I felt the warmth of our home embracing us. Now I wonder and worry, “How will we survive the harsh winter in a tent?”
Now, as my family and I live in this tent outside, each minute feels like a year. The agonizing wait for the end of an unknown war leaves me anxious. Every day, I fervently pray for God’s mercy and the preservation of every life. I hear the echoes of collective anger in human voices and in nature; it is louder than any other sound now.
Facing a tragically dire situation, misery confronts me at every turn. Huddled together in our little tent, the wind howls and the rains pour down. The temperatures drop and the cold settles in. We hear the threatening sounds of wild animals in the distance and food becomes scarce. What little rations the displaced people stumble upon go to the little children first. The older kids survive on a mixture of water and onions.
With no electricity, we face the darkness in despair. Unlike Gaza, it seems our situation in the West Bank remains invisible. “Where is our aid,” I wonder. “Why has no organization remembered us?” As the days pass, I feel forgotten. While my disappointment grows, I find solace when I hear the voices of my children. They spark hope in me, igniting my determination to rebuild our lives.
Memories of my beloved village occupy my mind daily. In my imagination, I see the fields where the sheep grazed, the water glimmering in the wells, and the abundant olive trees. It takes me back to my childhood – to a beautiful image of life without war and pain. I don’t want to be a refugee forever; I want to go home.